A head that is quite un-reliable

I've suffered from head aches for as long as I can remember, and was currently not battling them at all!! :) so I decided i would try to cut back on the prescriptions I took for my head aches... and well... THEY CAME BACK IN FULL FORCE!!!! which I guess I'm glad to know that the medicine really works but i get really sick of remembering to take medicine every night and i just want to not have to worry about my head. but that's my week. I've been sick. Dizzy, and nauseous and a horrible headache!! :(

"New" Found Friends

So lately some things have gone crazy in our studio classes and through it all I’ve remained strong but I think that the greatest thing that has come out of it is my “new” found friends. It’s not that I didn’t like these girls before but now I think we’ve finally had an opportunity to really CLICK!!! So out of everything that has happened I’m thankful, because without it I wouldn’t have found them!

Unmotivated!

Tonight I was on the phone with my mom and she stated that me wanting a big flat screen tv is an "unrealistic" Christmas present. I told my mom that Unmotivated and unproductive are two things i may be but unrealistic isn't one of them!
Looking back on it i realize I've really been unmotivated lately, or at least not motivated to do homework. I have been better towards the end of this semester (I believe only because I've had to!) but I hope that this isn't how next semester goes.
I just really wish I knew what was up on the road ahead! So i guess this is the point where my parents tell me to pray about it, so that's about all i can do!! actually for now I'm going to bed! :)

This is what I know!

So tonight I was talking to a friend and although he’d been drinking he pointed out all the things he DID know, and this got me thinking with all that in mind what is it that I am sure of? So here’s a partial list. (I know great Blog entry! Ha!)

1.       I know that I worked 13 hours yesterday to only go into studio when I got off and I’ve been there for 5 hours now, and it’s not looking good for getting out soon.

2.       I know that when I get so tired I can’t stop yawning, it’ll be harder for me to fall asleep.

3.       I know I could stay in bed for over 24 hours and it probably wouldn’t phase me, infact, I would love to do that!

4.       I know that my favorite place is my bed at the end of the day!

5.       I know that I actually love my job, some days it stresses me out and I don’t want to deal with things but when I sit down and think about it, I love my job!

6.       I know that I love to wear jewelry but I hate it when my jewelry doesn’t stand up to the wear and tear I put it through.

7.       I know that when I’m having a good hair day I tend to have a good day!

8.       I know that I got some of the nicest messages this week, and one great wakeup call!

9.       I know that in the mornings it makes Erin so mad when I don’t get up out of bed, but I really like sleep!

10.   I know that this last semester has been my hardest!

11.   I know that Aric and Kellyn are the COOLEST things that have happened to me in college!

12.   I know that when Aric smiles at me or reaches for me to pick him up it MELTS my heart! It’s my favorite part of any day!

13.   I know that I actually MISS the kid when he’s not around.

14.   I know that I have no clue what I’m going to do after college.

15.   I know that I think about my “one” (or thier lack of) on a daily basis.

16.   I know that I miss my long hair and am ready for it to grow back!

17.   I know I could eat pizza everyday for the rest of my life and I’d be completely ok with it!

18.   I know I hate it when people lie about anything because you know you are going to get caught and that’s just rude!

19.   I know I hate it when I sneeze and no one says “God bless you” or even worse don’t say “thank you “when I say god bless you after you sneeze.

20.   I know that I love tv shows!! A good tv show can keep me glued for seasons on end! And I’ll quote the show too!

21.   I know that I could watch family guy for the rest of my life and it wouldn’t bother me!

22.   I know that I’d rather watch a cartoon then a soap opera.

23.   I know that when I think about hitting a deer with my car I get really mad and it just frustrates me!

24.   I know that I do drive my dream car, or what used to be my dream car till I hit a deer! I still LOVE my car!

25.   I know that I will think about what I text to someone and then be upset when I don’t get a text back.

26.   I know that I hate being confused, I wish I knew what god had in store for me, I know I should be more patient but at least a little map! J

27.   I know that sometimes I think in facebook status, but I try to never put up a status that makes someone feel sorry for me.

28.   I know that I’d rather have my brothers advice then anyone else, and get upset if they think what I did was dumb.

29.   I know I’m 22 and still afraid of the dark, Not like at night in my own room or my own house but outside, or in a space I don’t know! Sick!

30.   I think that Willie the Wildcat is creepy! I used to not but the more I stand around him in the tunnel the more the whole thing creeps me out!

31.   I know that I wish I had more money, but I don’t know what I could do to really achieve that right now.

32.   I know that I really love animated movies! They make me laugh, and a great one can make me cry.

33.   I know that I hate political e-mails, if they are funny great, but if not I don’t care what obama ate for breakfast get rid of it!

34.   I love the news! I like to read it hear it and watch it! A good news cast is enough to make my day!!! J

What a weekend!!!

I've had a weekend and a half!!! Well It started really on Wednesday with a great dinner with a friend and her kids. After dinner we went back to her house and i gave her son, Aric 16months old, a bath. He is defiantly my little buddy!! I sure think he's great!! Then Thursday with a pub crawl of Interior Design students/ going out for Brian's 21st Birthday! It was a blast it was sooo nice to just relax for the night and have fun!!!Friday was a typical day work then basketball game then home to rest up for my Saturday!! Saturday it was up bright and early, I washed my car, cleaned it out, vacuumed it, showered and got ready to head up to Marysville to meet my parents to go to Lincoln for the game day! Shortly after meeting my parents and leaving Marysville I realized I FORGOT my cell phone in my car!!!! A day without a cell phone, it was just weird but kinda nice at the same time. I loved spending time with my parents and roommate spencer. I also got to see my aunt and uncle! :) after an unfortunate KSU loss I realized I'm no longer a Nebraska fan! I mean i will always love the color red and be jealous of their school colors but I'm a wildcat!!! Kinda a break through!!!
We left the game and headed back to Marysville, Spence and I said good by to my parents and we were off back to Manhattan. I had 14 missed texts and that did make my night! (thanks friends) Right after we got out of Waterville I hit a deer! It happened so fast! I'd never hit a deer or even been in a real accident like that. It was kinda awful! I'm lucky and I thank god for watching out for me!! He really was watching over us!! It just hit the drivers side front panel and got poop (literally deer poop) all over the side of my car. I don't have a head light but it could have been so much worse! I was going 65, and I didn't hit my breaks at all.

Like I said god must have some great things planed for me cause I'm lucky! Needless to say it was an eventful night but I am thankful that god watched over me, and that he gave me the worlds greatest parents who were there through it all, and friends who have checked on me through out today!!
So my Sunday has been lazy! (which is kinda bad since i have a paper due Tuesday) but needed to revamp and realize that I need to relax and just let god take control and he'll take me where he wants to lead me!

Ok so in about 48 hours or more the last of my high school friends turns 21!! This truely excites me!! Kay will be 21!!! Janell hit it in October with a bang! ;) and Koressa in May, and I of course was over a year ago, but finally Kay rounds us out!!! I wasn't that excited at first (sorry kay) but then I realzed this is our last 21 milestone!! Our first "last" drinking bang! If that makes since. We graduate in less then a year and then where do we go? We're not promised this time togather again?! I don't want to make it emotional but these girls have been with me a lot through a lot good and bad! I know we'll stay in contact becuase it's us but it's bound to get harder! Oh well, I guess that means we'll just have to have more fun!! Well wish us luck, it could get scarey!! ;)

P.S. This is a disgusting picture of me!!!

To start things off!

So this is my first blog! Just to start us off, I'm a fifth year senior at KSU, and I don't have a clue what I want to do with my life. I am really enjoying my summer of ME! My friend has been great in hanging out with me and we have funtivities every night!! It's been as simple as playing in the park but I have really laughed and enjoyed it!

If you are wondering about the title, It's my catch phrase! It's from a movie, and every time it is said I just smile! ( thanks Gregg and Chris)

Well that is all for now!